Yesterday we had our senior meeting to prep for graduation.
Today, I took my last midterm of my college career.
I signed up for the senior trip and my free ticket for Junior/Senior Banquet (because I'm a senior).
Tomorrow starts my last spring break, possibly ever.
Last week we sat down with the career counselor to talk resumes.
I leave for San Diego in 2 months and 23 days.
I feel like I've missed part of my life. Although days and weeks in my time here at Grace seemed like eternity I would never have traded my time here for anything. In fact, all the things I listed above still seem so surreal. I don't feel like I'm graduating even though my cap and gown are now in my closet and my graduation announcements are coming home with me over break to be mailed out. Life is coming at me full force and I'm digging my heels into the ground. I'm sure I've written about this in other places and in previous times but with the reality of how close everything is and all I have to do in the coming months, my heels are deeper than ever. Don't get me wrong, I'm excited to be graduated and moving on with my life. This has been my dream for a long time. I remember planning out my life as a child and I'm right on track.
God has been so incredibly good to me throughout all my stages of life. Sure there have been times when I felt so out of my element and so helpless but God has been in control of every single one of those days and times and and I have never left the center of His will. I am so incredibly thankful for all He has blessed me with especially all the stuff I'm encountering in the next months with my surgeries, graduation, San Diego. I hope to spend time over break where I can just meditate in my thankfulness and joy.
All this to say, it kinda hasn't quite hit me that all this is happening so soon.
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