It takes courage to grow up and turn out to be who you really are.

                               -e.e. cummings

I think this epitomizes this next chapter in my life. Ready or not my time in San Diego is quickly coming to an end. It's kinda weird to think that I've been here all summer. It's already mid-August!! I feel like every year is going by faster and faster. Which of course is really disappointing. I feel like I'm missing out on life. Ok, maybe not really missing out on it because I am living life. I'm breathing everyday (thank goodness!! Although to die would be pretty great too... not that I want to die because life isn't worth living, but I can't wait to spend eternity with my Savior!!) and I'm going through the motions and doing different and cool things. I mean i got to experience the legendary San Diego Zoo yesterday!! Granted, I didn't get to see everything I wanted to, it was just cool to go! I love zoos....

I've been talking all summer about how I just want to get over this transition period and ge ton with this new chapter in life. And it's true, I still do. I think the coming close of the end of this summer with no job prospects makes this scarier. And it really shouldn't. I know that God has got it all under control. He will bring something to me in His timing and I just have to be patient and prayer-filled duing this time of waiting...